After several years of serious contemplation,
regular consultation with trusted advisors,
and a very public attempt to sort feeling and thought,
I’ve come to the conclusion that I must not make
those particular books public,
as I fear one would compromise me professionally and personally,
and the other would compromise my sacred relationship with God.

And in both cases the decision was made
following dutiful commitment to the study
of people,
and people have routinely demonstrated
an inability to accept
fact or
Truth.
I fear that anything I have to say on matters
will continue to go unheard,
or worse,
as long as this is the case.

So we continue to protect the Truth —
keeping it a closely guarded secret,
and embrace subterfuge
as a means to protect it.